I wanna tell u how i started hurting someone... I feel really guilty bout it...

How do i start? Firstly...
Hmm let's say it.. I knew some1 in the mids 2005.. (somewhere there, aint sure..) We were quite close, but not so arh... He was nice.. i kinda liked him.. Then his prepaid was low, so.. it was kinda hard for me tah contact him.. Then in the end.. Some bunch of losers stole my fon.. I lost his number... Damn! how worse can it get....

Lost contact.. Was wonderin if he still remembers me... Nah, i dont think so... Everytime i break up with a boifren, i try out different kinds of number, maybe cd get to his... Jz tryin my luck.. ya knoe... Hahakz... {i know i sounded desperate.. Was bored ya knoe...}

Bois after bois passed.. Hmm, still havent found the right 1 yet...

Then on May 8th the person that i love now.. asked me to be his girl... So i'm attached...

This dude, hmm... I really love him alot.. But one day, I somehow found out that he seems to be lying to me.. Dunno bout wat.. Just something i feel...
I just dont understand guys, y do they think we're so stupid.. I mean, helloooo... Girls progress faster than u guys...

I was a bit fed up.. Then was jz chattin on msn.. Then, there's this dude... Jz talkin to me... In the end, he ends up askin me whether i knew this person.. {that person is like , can say my almost closest fren larr...} I'm like, ofcourse i do... He says she's his adek agkt... Some sort.. Then we were jz chattin.. Talkin bout nothing...

One day, i was jz hangin out wit my fren... {his so-called adek..} Then i jz asked her, abt him... So, she told me ya larh.. She said she knew him for long already...
So, i was jz askin arnd bout him... Then , i came to conclude that he's the guy that i knew somewhere in the mids 2005 dude..

I was surprised, cant belive we wd meet this way... hahakz.. {LUCK...}
Well, he doesnt remember meeh.. It's okie..

Remember, i was still fed up wit my boi.. So i was jz talkin to my fren. Then we were havin conference call.. Me, she and him.. Jz talkin, sayin how fed up i was wit my boi.. And sayin how much i love him larh..

The second conference call was abit serious.. We were jz talkin then i said i was single already.. My fren was askin me, was i interested in him.. U swear i wd say yes... I was embarassed larh... i said no.. I mean.. Hellooo.. I'm a girl i cant be sayin the thinggy first right.. He was kinda disappointed.. I dunno, my fren was scoldin me lar.. Damn, i'm sorry.. u cant be expecting me to say it first... She said that he was really disappointed.. I didnt know he wd be that disappointed...

Then.. {lemme jz cut the story short..} Then, talk2.. He confessed he liked me then.. I also confess lorr.. {I was still wit my boi but didnt say lorr} Then, my fren goes off... It was jz both of us talking.. Jz talkin lar....

Then one sunday.. he asked me to be his girl.... I accept lorr...

U wanna know wat happens next?? visit my blog the next time.. For now i write till here...
I'll continue abt the relationship later...

signing off
~FINA~
p.s, my boifren doesnt know abt him..